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insomnia
Friday, November 28, 2003


yest slept quite early.. 9pm ly on bed le.. haha chattin wit frogy and fall alsp bout 10pm i guessed.. coz 10+ i woke up.. amazed tat i fall aslp so fast! haha went to the ladies and fall back to slp again.. woke up another 2 times between 11-1am... sianz hor? maybe too cold le.. tats y keep goin to the ladies..

dum dum me.. read an sms halfway den fall alsp.. witout lockin my keypad.. den accidentally called mongni in the middle of the nite.. so paisei.. coz she called back anxiously.. she tot somethin has happended to me! im so glad by her action.. this action seems so familier.. last time i also accidentally called "him"... n he called back so anxiously askin wat had happened to me.. haizzz he is so nice to me..

stupid me.. think of him again.. after hangin the phone wit mongni.. assurin her tat i am alrite... well i cant slp le... images of him keep flashin on my mind..

frogy told me tat i can called him if i cant fall alsp in in the middle of the nite.. well.. dunwan to disturb him so i jus send an sms.. to my surprise he actually woke up.. he called me and pamper me to slp again.. really grateful to him.. "frogy u are really a nice pal"











about me
There is something within me
That is strong enough
To keep me from toppling
Over the edge of Sanity,
Over the ledge of frustration
Or over the hedge of
All-out foolishness.
It leads me to prayer
When I would otherwise Break.
There is something in my make-up
Or my bringing up
Or just the way I look up
That straightens my back
And bows my head.
It becomes the focus of my meditation.
The sentiment in my supplication,
The reason for my transformation.
That thing inside me
Has me choosing light
Though darkness covers all.
It wells up like ocean waves
Come to drown those who
Think they deserve to push me back
Hold me down or
Steal my joy.
I have a spiritual strength that
Grows deeper and speaks louder
as I get to know
More about who I am.



Leaves 2010
15-16may (jen wedding)
22may (jeanie wedding)
29may - 2jun (mongni wedding, bb birthday)
3-6sep
13-16sep (my birthday)
11-15nov (planning holiday)




friends
^Ostrich
^Sheepie
^BlueSky
^ccpLing
^esther
^chloe
^Liling
^Eric
^Lily
^Shaun
^Zhenrui




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