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troubled...
Saturday, May 29, 2004


y mus frenz bring sadness to u? well they are part of ur life.. frenz are impt phases of our life.. we cant do witout them.. one mus learn to tolerate but when the limit is up.. sometimes even snail will even bite back~ this is how it seems..

so sad.. will cryin solve the matter? somehow i guess.. it will help relieve wateva torture u have.. and the consolin thing is when u hav a gd fren or bf beside u listenin to ur troubles..

the sad thing is when ur frenz are against ur luved ones and keep criticising.. this is not something tat i am proud of.. y mus someone criticise my love ones? y mus someone judge me? y say i change 4 the worst? am i? am i the sort who is easily influenced to become bad?

well if tat is really the truth.. so?

to clear my troubles and sadness.. jus now went to the pond downstairs to feed tortoises and fishes.. they were so cute when they fight 4 the food.. hee so happy to see them swimmin ard without any worries.. sometimes been a human oso not very good.. haizz..










about me
There is something within me
That is strong enough
To keep me from toppling
Over the edge of Sanity,
Over the ledge of frustration
Or over the hedge of
All-out foolishness.
It leads me to prayer
When I would otherwise Break.
There is something in my make-up
Or my bringing up
Or just the way I look up
That straightens my back
And bows my head.
It becomes the focus of my meditation.
The sentiment in my supplication,
The reason for my transformation.
That thing inside me
Has me choosing light
Though darkness covers all.
It wells up like ocean waves
Come to drown those who
Think they deserve to push me back
Hold me down or
Steal my joy.
I have a spiritual strength that
Grows deeper and speaks louder
as I get to know
More about who I am.



Leaves 2010
15-16may (jen wedding)
22may (jeanie wedding)
29may - 2jun (mongni wedding, bb birthday)
3-6sep
13-16sep (my birthday)
11-15nov (planning holiday)




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^BlueSky
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^esther
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