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tired
Saturday, June 19, 2004


tired tired
really tired of my life now..

haha so tired of working..
tired of my health..
tired of family..
tired of home..

working so boring.. mayb i am used to doin projs?? haha duno whether wan to study anot.. or jus start work now? now doin this temp job.. quite boring but mayb finish till 11th jul n see how.. mayb wan to go back to BNP Paribas (my sip company).. at least the pay shld be higher and all the colleagues i noe one.. but sad thing is its goin to move from raffles to tampinese! haha mayb its near la but i prefer working in raffles place~ haha

my health oso not very good.. always sick.. cough duno how long le.. maybe i always eat spicy food at work! haha noti noti.. but dun care la.. the nasi bryani wit chicken curry is marvelous!! though very hot but very delicious!! hehe

haizz had a big quarrel wit my irritating sis again!! duno wat rubbish is stuffed to her brain??? so angry!! she is in the wrong and now demand my com to be moved to the livin room! well so be it!!! really feel very sad and angry to hav this kind of sis.. haiz..

really feel like moving out and rent a room by myself or wit a close fren.. but too bad.. no one can pei me.. the best option is Ostrich.. but she now dun even bother to reply my msg.. haizz duno my phone got prob or she really bz till no time to reply me? i treat her as my best fren.. but dun think tis applies to her.. =( well movin out oso very dangerous and costly as wat bb had said.. i noe he worried but i really feel like movin out.. mayb not now.. but after i got a stable and high paid job.. i will rent a whole apartment!! haha hope my dreamz come true..











about me
There is something within me
That is strong enough
To keep me from toppling
Over the edge of Sanity,
Over the ledge of frustration
Or over the hedge of
All-out foolishness.
It leads me to prayer
When I would otherwise Break.
There is something in my make-up
Or my bringing up
Or just the way I look up
That straightens my back
And bows my head.
It becomes the focus of my meditation.
The sentiment in my supplication,
The reason for my transformation.
That thing inside me
Has me choosing light
Though darkness covers all.
It wells up like ocean waves
Come to drown those who
Think they deserve to push me back
Hold me down or
Steal my joy.
I have a spiritual strength that
Grows deeper and speaks louder
as I get to know
More about who I am.



Leaves 2010
15-16may (jen wedding)
22may (jeanie wedding)
29may - 2jun (mongni wedding, bb birthday)
3-6sep
13-16sep (my birthday)
11-15nov (planning holiday)




friends
^Ostrich
^Sheepie
^BlueSky
^ccpLing
^esther
^chloe
^Liling
^Eric
^Lily
^Shaun
^Zhenrui




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