everyday i am loggin in to the ntu website hopping that i can log in to their joint acceptance page..
please kill me now.. i really cannot tolerate the torture anymore..
this anticipation is killing me!

i know.. i know..
i know my results are not good enough to go into local unis.. haixx
how i wish they will be kind enough to jus let me squeeze in?
have been rejected once.. my heart is shattered..
now again.. all bcoz my fren gab encouraged me to apply again..
else i wun even bother to apply.. waste my $10~ and receive all these torture..

i pray not to receive the rejection letter..
anyone from any religion .. please spare 1 min and help me pray to ur god..
i really hope i can get in..
i dunwan to work now...
so borin..
frenz are all studyin now..
guess i am the only useless creature on earth..
=(