my YangYang has died.. barely 3 days and it has left me and YingYing.. haizz duno if its bcoz of its orange eye(a kind of disease?) or my feeding? my water? i scared tat they not enough oxygen so bb pei me go buy the filter cum oxygen for them.. he nv wait 4 me and he died.. haiz.. sob sob.. the images of him floating is unbearable.. lucky got bb there to comfort..
i am so scared now.. scared my YingYing will end up the same fate.. now i am payin xtra attention to her... my sis feed too much so i kept the food.. if YingYing is coping fine den i will go buy another goldfish to pei her..
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
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about me
There is something within meThat is strong enough To keep me from toppling Over the edge of Sanity, Over the ledge of frustration Or over the hedge of All-out foolishness. It leads me to prayer When I would otherwise Break. There is something in my make-up Or my bringing up Or just the way I look up That straightens my back And bows my head. It becomes the focus of my meditation. The sentiment in my supplication, The reason for my transformation. That thing inside me Has me choosing light Though darkness covers all. It wells up like ocean waves Come to drown those who Think they deserve to push me back Hold me down or Steal my joy. I have a spiritual strength that Grows deeper and speaks louder as I get to know More about who I am. Leaves 2010
22may (jeanie wedding) 29may - 2jun (mongni wedding, bb birthday) 3-6sep 13-16sep (my birthday) 11-15nov (planning holiday) friends
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