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FINALLY~
Tuesday, October 17, 2006


woah.. finally Genny - our instructor in charge told us that all 13 of us are able to go Tokyo!! FINALLY~~ haha

yest studied til 5am and woke up at 8am.. but still results not very fantastic.. scored 83 for Aircraft and 94 for CIQ. Genny said she was disappointed in me.. sianz. she hoping that i can get another 100 again. haha cried in class after my paper coz i knew that i got lotsa wrongs.. very funny.. but after i got my results i so happy! coz i passed!! Genny commented during the personal interview yest that overall i am quite good, says that i am very neat and humble. just that i need to smile when listening to lessons! gosh how to smile when u stress in class? haha dumb leh.. lipstick mus be brighter and redder..anyway dun care liaoz.. though i still hoping for full marks but i know since i cant do it and i have tried my best~ my buddy Gayle has to retake the test coz she failed. she cried so badly coz the instructor said lotsa things to her and she was so sad.. haizz hope that she will pass the retest! Ganbate kudasai!

now i hav a confused feeling. duno whether i really wan to b an air stewardess.. haha funny rite? after all the torture.. i feel that being an air stewardess is not easy. everybody including me dun think that air stewardess is an easy job. "just a waitress job rite? wats so diff about it?" haha everyone was wrong!! including my own perception~!

we have to be waitress, cleaner, nurse, take care of babys/elderlys/disabled ppl, know psychology and language of japanese, sales person, first aid and emergency evacuator!!

think of it damn sianz.. -_-|| but i already struggled so much. if i were to give up now. i think i will regret in future.no matter wat i have to hang on for a year! at least i have a try of being an air stewardess! haha now looking forward to my tokyo training.. as in not the training but the disneyland and shopping and food! hope we hav time to enjoy~ haha

yest went shopping with bb at ps. bought lotsa stuffs for tokyo.. today need to go buy some more stuffs liaoz.. else tml start lesson again i really have no time liaoz.. yeah goin to have dianxin with my family now! thank you ostrich and jamie for the encouragement~ both of u are so sweet~ bb also very very sweet! thank you for waking up at 5am to tuck me to slp! hehe MUACKS!MUACKS!










about me
There is something within me
That is strong enough
To keep me from toppling
Over the edge of Sanity,
Over the ledge of frustration
Or over the hedge of
All-out foolishness.
It leads me to prayer
When I would otherwise Break.
There is something in my make-up
Or my bringing up
Or just the way I look up
That straightens my back
And bows my head.
It becomes the focus of my meditation.
The sentiment in my supplication,
The reason for my transformation.
That thing inside me
Has me choosing light
Though darkness covers all.
It wells up like ocean waves
Come to drown those who
Think they deserve to push me back
Hold me down or
Steal my joy.
I have a spiritual strength that
Grows deeper and speaks louder
as I get to know
More about who I am.



Leaves 2010
15-16may (jen wedding)
22may (jeanie wedding)
29may - 2jun (mongni wedding, bb birthday)
3-6sep
13-16sep (my birthday)
11-15nov (planning holiday)




friends
^Ostrich
^Sheepie
^BlueSky
^ccpLing
^esther
^chloe
^Liling
^Eric
^Lily
^Shaun
^Zhenrui




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